My family started off as normal and in my eyes continued to 'act' normal for about 17years until one day, my family wasn't a family anymore. My mother and father separated. just like that. In just on day my whole life was broken in half. Ripped away from me and I knew that I would never feel the same love again that I had felt over those 17 years. I went through days, months, years of feeling the exact same feeling. That broken feeling. Hoping that one day things might go back to normal. But they never did. I went through hurt, loneliness, depression and recklessness.
I started to miss university not realising my own potential, not focusing on something I've wanted since I was a little girl, following in the same footsteps as my mother. The one thing that got me along was the help and support of the university. They talked to me, helped me and make m understand that I have what it takes. Everyone goes through hurt in their lives, I'm still going through it but I've learnt that focusing your hurt on nothing is as pointless as not living. To live you need to dream and follow your aspirations and in my case, achieve. Its finding a solution that makes you a better person. Now I'm achieving and I have belief in myself and that's all I need.
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